Ok , decided to blog again , peiying make deth sad, stop cutting ur wrist le team leader , i noe u wan to let ur gf ke lian u but no use de , girls always liddat, play feeling, make u sad, gals tot we onli wan sex, but it is not true at all , secks for wad? i srly dunno, i love u as a fren deth , dun do dat , :)

8:50 AM
im alone; im emo;

its been long since i blogged , k now to start wif , my team is now illuminate , forming bak wif my past team , genesis wif a former lpm team , kerastia, i hope we do well in capl and future tourneys , i hope we will last lon

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1:42 AM
im alone; im emo;

Currently i playing dota now ,today had a wild day, slept at 12 wake up at 6 , go school exam go home wif yongching , played dota from 1-5, went to playbasketball , after that janessa came , we played cards, truth or dare , was very tired , they walked me to over head bridge , den i had to walk home myself, my eyes couldnt stand it anyway , was fucking tired, but see comp = :):):) hehe . Btw , i'm dam emo k , no gal wants me :( i finding gal now k , i go find now , right now k , right now! ok la now !

10:02 AM
im alone; im emo;

very long no blog le , :) , yesterday went cyberdome for dvg compy, played potm , at first my potm arrow sibei lousy afterdat sibei you standard. was forced to buy bkb buy their heroes to invi us during engage ,it did worked :) we won de game :) but lost to impreza , partly cause of my useless naix, uping armlet threads in 20 min , my boots was lost ok ! :( was disspointing , had to take mrt to amk and to jalan kayu by bus, no one peied me talk and take bus, was very sad and sian , no one talked to me , emoed all the way at the way i played, no one conforted me :( at nite talked to lynn, den pig called me , she was sad :( poor her :( dun cry k ? :)

11:08 PM
im alone; im emo;

currently at cyrus cyber cafe wif tom , dick , harry , peter . so lag la knn play lanjiao siol

7:51 PM
im alone; im emo;

I am dam sian now can , after so mani months wif u , u jus blame me for dcing at games, i noe i was at wrong , but , cant u see i was trying to fit into our training schedules? i get scolded each time i was caught when i broke the curfew, cant we jus draw up training scheldules ? rather den trying to rush all games whenever we can play? i dunno why la, anyway i hope the last's potm arrow got very shen la, i dunno wad to say la, pure funny lo, cant wait till friday den chiong , or holiday , mus choose on school days and exam days that we are tired to play and no restriction to when we will stop, i smallest in team , u all all so old, mayb u dunno my feeling now , i wan to play, but i am being restricted, not being selfish here , but at least try to rang yi ren yi bu rather den everyday jus play play play, i dunno la, wish u all good luck la, i noe the feeling of andy, sam , sean all of them, u jus throw dem away when they had hard time, and about the spring flash, didnt u all won fren realm envy? and u still brought the past back , werent u all happy? dVg i asked my mother , i go through so mani obstacle , u tell me it was easy for me? , ok la , dun talk about this , i told u to go dhouby ghuat to meet me, u said ok , when i was in the train u aclled and say u wanted to bathe, when u called again u still at home , u say u wanna come out already , when u called again u say u lazy, when u called another time i reached ,and u were at home , den u said viking can take de moeny frm me , but i jus walked wif galvin stupidly and to no avail. i jus go home, reached home and get scolded again, ok la i dun mind .. at least understand me ? i dunno why ppl are liddat, when i broke wif my stead at sec 2, it was because of my dota team too , den it disband, when later dat year , i had a more potential team , we train hard, we even could win limyang's and dreamchazer dat time , but den it still disbanded due to lyon's cs and o lvls, but i still find a team , den 1 day u ask me whether i wan join team, sean's , i accpeted and play , u found me to be good and actually we formed a team , joe , sean , andy , sam , u . but after that u decided to find more ppl to join , at first , u didnt wan joe and sean , we took andy sam and me , after dat u didnt want andy as u said he was not flexible , den it stays down to me and sam, den sam was also thrown away , den now me, i swear u make more mistake den me in every dota game , but it was ok , i didnt scold when at times u made me die , we laughed at viking jokes, but u jus throw me away when i jus dc for some games for 2 days? i seriously think i not very pro , at least i am decent , i dun make mistakes like wanting to stun and walk away , take invi and dun gush for more accurate arrow, i didnt really get mad about these mistakes, as i noe as a team, we should learn frm one and another, but what about me? jus 4 ppl dulan about me dcing 1 game for 2 days? i'm already trying my best to commit, who made this clan? me and u who is the last one standing u , most mistakes in a game? u... i dunno la, up to u all , i jus want to say that , pls understand ppl at times, u might say, since u cant commit, leave the team la, ok la i left liao i jus saying the things i wan to tell wj about frenship and understanding , next time ur gf how? she pangseh u once or twice u gonna jus break up? it takes time and understanding . i now going talk on phone le , no more mood to play, mayb 2moro play . bye

7:58 AM
im alone; im emo;

have been wining all dota games lately, no mood liao , i am not angry wif u k pig , jus b happy and do wadever u like , i dunno why i machiam ur stead, i was wrong k, takecare

1:29 AM
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