Mixture of feelings ,

2010-07-17T07:34:00.000-07:00

Xxx. His mummy here . Updated . Bye (Y)

2010-07-03T09:41:00.000-07:00

wAlao eh, this year dam wrong, i support who in soccer = who lose . lose another 10 dollars again, too sian le leh , should trust paul the octopus

2010-06-30T07:59:00.000-07:00

hey ! , im sad, anyone free to comfort me? :( and stop spamming my blog pls , my heart breaking like no 2mr already.

2010-06-28T08:34:00.003-07:00

hi all , its very late now , jus now busy playing games, i dun wan no life lah ! :( bobian 1 really, no gal wan is liddat 1 ,byebye

2010-06-28T08:34:00.001-07:00

hi all , its very late now , jus now busy playing games, i dun wan no life lah ! :( bobian 1 really, no gal wan is liddat 1 ,byebye

2010-06-25T06:34:00.000-07:00

hi all, got another second in another compy again, second place, ngee ann poly, won 50 dollars... after that watch ip man wif desmond and adeching , dam strong? we go inside pizza hut order 1 pizza eat le den go le, hen hao xiao can ! :D me and desmond (flex) (chuckle) xD , hehe , eating bread now , 2mr wcg, hope can win , hahas

2010-06-24T08:29:00.000-07:00

Hey all, im back from weixiang birthday, went out with jinfu , yuxuan, hongqian, ruijia, tzetao, desmond , weixiang , leanne , yee enn, youxiang and shinkiat, had a great time , nevertheless i was tired ! as i only woke up 9 am, which i slept at 7 ! so shag, as i slacked with kianwei and co. . roy was good oon bed xD LOLOL , alright , 2mr going watch movie and play finals of de ngee ann polycompe , wish me luck , ! :D

2010-06-22T00:27:00.001-07:00

youre not even me , u wont know how important are you to me , ure like a rare gem in a million years , how i hope i can go back time and change u and be with you forever, i love u and i hate myself for wad i've done last time , fuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckmefuckme

2010-06-21T03:50:00.000-07:00

Hi all xD , im gonna blog about what about for yesterday and today, alot of things to tell uh ! woke at at 3 / 4 pm on sunday cause sat me watching video with yc and des like pig , slack slack , den meet yaozong to play bball at canberra park, as usual desmond kip missing three points, at 8 pm , i went to sembawang mrt to meet kianwei and bring him bak to canberra park to bball again, around 10 went bak to get eugene and brandon , saw someone , dun wanna eleborate. they came my house and slp and LOLOLOL , we went to a website which can webcam ppl and can see each other , dam funny we kip pointing middle fingers, we watch house of wax and exorcism, both are nice, brandon humji like dog pls, he still lie on my shoulder xD, went to bed at 6 but slept at 7.30 am , they cb kip play , kianwei more imba, he say sleep up right = cock touch , sleep down = butt touch , sleep left = ass poke, sleep right = lOLLOLOL xD . On Monday , went out again, played bball at 357 and sunplaza the court , hehe , no more le lah ! hahas bye all , nice to meet u xD keke ^^ , hao sian o !

2010-06-19T10:12:00.000-07:00

Hi all , i lazy post about today , summary it bah , woke up , played rgc ,played tidehunter , hahas, after that went kfc with yc , played pool , me sapu all pls , yee enn smd ? , 10 pm go bak, watched incredible tales at desmond house ,dam er xin can , sex with ghost zz, den went mac, wanted to buy ice cream, but too mani ppl le uh , 2mr is jeremy bday, happy bday, but i cant pangseh desmond and yongching who is in our house sia, D:D:D:D: , i bao u hongbao can ? :D next time pei zui , playing bball 2mr o , :D , bye all , though about it already, give up ~ :D im gonna be happpy , ;D , (put on a brave front :( ) but seriously i wont tink of u le xD

2010-06-18T01:58:00.000-07:00

hey im awake ! :D ytd 6.10 am reach home , hen lei leh ,france ye shu le , hao sad :( , i wanna say something , when i was walking home , i kept thinking of u, thinking of what we could do if we were together , and how sweet it would be :) maybe i wouldnt dare but i could try , but just when i tink im not the man in ur heart , my heart sank , it went to the very bottom of my heart and actually made my broken heart broke and i was sad

2010-06-16T12:17:00.000-07:00

Hey im here to post again, today was fucking funny LOLOLOL marathon strat. k stop talking about dota, today same thing no go out stay at home doing the same thing . god dam it jus give me a gf and i would everyday burn some fats from my body. tonight will b going out to ton at lan and watch soccer, gonna b great ! :D fun too :)

wo zhen de hao xiang nian ni

2010-06-15T21:43:00.000-07:00

BAk form mac, sorry weixiang and co. for not going sentosa , i really no mood to go le la, dui bu qi la, :( at nite going meet kianwei brandon for dinner, funfunfun:) . Gonna rush home after that to fufil my weiqiang needs, ;p, bye all me go talk to kianwei le ,<3, he ytd on the bed kip play my backside hole , niama pulat , LOLOLOL , kk bb

2010-06-15T11:38:00.000-07:00

Heyhey, am his mummy here !!
You must be wondering why am i @ his blogger account, due to his laziness he decided to seek me to help him update his pinklicious blog . Yea' i know its a fail for the blogskin done by me . Still .. jonjon owe me a BIG FAVOUR , right ? (wink)! Son, the right girl ain't appearing now. Nevertheless she'll only appear when you start to only learn the real meaning of love . Its all about patience , there isn't a need to rush . K, shall right til here . Byezx'XxxXxx ♥

Summary

2010-06-14T09:24:00.001-07:00

today summary, woke up , play computer, emoed, bahte , eat dimsum and den computer, nvr get to talk to jingyen D: and no girlfren sucks?

2010-06-13T20:02:00.001-07:00

am going to sleep ba, very cold... im not gonna sms u anymore, wait till u nid me den sms me, when u lonely u call me , but i'll nvr make the move as i noe u'll never b there, but i will b there for u, this feeling is suckish, i really want to move on , u tink being me is great? it sucks,it actually hurts my heart sometimes, why do u have to keep doing, Perhaps u dont even know im gonna write this, im aware of things that is happening,to you i maybe some retarded kid who kips admiring u, i know that thats why i'll stop contacting u unless u contact me , this is so lame. cant we be like last tiime? nbcb, should go bak into playing dota and study rather den going into some lame relationships i rather even fucking gay as rachellow will nvr leave me <3 .Thanks for the false hopes. k i'll write till here , Byebye.

2010-05-01T06:20:00.000-07:00

Hi, i'm a unknown person. I'm here to help Jonathan post.

2009-05-28T08:50:00.000-07:00

Ok , decided to blog again , peiying make deth sad, stop cutting ur wrist le team leader , i noe u wan to let ur gf ke lian u but no use de , girls always liddat, play feeling, make u sad, gals tot we onli wan sex, but it is not true at all , secks for wad? i srly dunno, i love u as a fren deth , dun do dat , :)

2009-04-12T03:57:00.000-07:00

hi , i love u all , i am jonathan chew ah ah heheheh , Dota liao bye , i sian liao bye

2009-04-10T04:44:00.000-07:00

HI!!! i currently playing viwawa wif angel at my cousin house :),jus now went to eat lunch at kallang and watched knowing , so lame la , ending = Become adam and eve-.- but is exciting though , haha, Reached home , watch the school of rock den eat , den now playing viwawa le ..K I GO PLAY LE , i gonna own angel's aRSe uh :)

2009-04-08T23:59:00.000-07:00

Bak frm school le :) Hehe , haha hoho , gonna play dota later , btw our Team , Exceed the limit has included 2 imba players, zczczc and il0vem0on :) , k skip dota liao , lets say my day in school, today played the whole day wif shinkiat, louis , hanzer in class, play de detention form LOL , made ms vasanthi name = Ms bus auntie LOLOLOL ... wtf joke rite, fnn was rather slack <3 today saw mr sim bao for the first time sio , :o but the question so easy la , dun sleep also hard=.= , louis today play mr ho's slope's hair :O LOL SO FUNNY LA.. hanzer also very funny today , talking about breast wif me :O den he erect sia wtf ERECTION

2009-04-07T07:53:00.000-07:00

PIG JUS TAG MY BLOG SIA WTF,, shes back :) HEhe , today hadddddddd a stupid day lor , played wif louis , han zer , shinkiat for half day in class.for me , these few months after the 2008 is really hactic for me , sian sia, changes in dota team so much, having relationship problems, having a problem wif my indian teacher, i really hope all these can be overcome, i think many people have faith in me , including BARNEY LOL BARNEY BANANA<# And my parents, i really wanna do well in both studies and dota and somehow my relationship, i dun nid a chio girl forfuck sake , i jus nid someone whom cares, which i like la , obviously ,and dun stay out too late or esle have mixed feelings, i really hope a girll can come by when the time is ripe , i really hope so lor , until now till countdown , i will find a girl :) i promised wilson, bernerd , andy tat by 2009 december i will find one and bring her with us , i wont forget that ok, but if by then really no girl wans me i dunno wad to do liao lOL, anyway, dota will always be there when i nid it ba, when i was down dota killed boredom, when i broke with her, i also used dota to forget about her , Now my closet fren is pig le , i dun wanna lose her :( i hope she wont leave me when she has a stead,for the 2 past years , i treat her good ok! i bought her things and i nvr scolded her b4 :) cause i really dun wanna wanna losee her as my pig/best friend:) this is my 3 cents from what i think ba, :(

2009-04-06T00:52:00.000-07:00

Sian , no pig and handphone spoil spoil >< i dunno wad to do lerrrrrrrr

2009-04-04T23:21:00.000-07:00

Saw a quiz in clara blog , WAnna do it :)
1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Ans: Buttock :)
2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
Ans:Tired:(
3. Who was the last personyou took photos with ?
Ans:unable to remember
4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Ans:YEa, play too much computer games le
5.Would you ever donate blood?
Ans : yes , but see gender first
6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Ans: Pig:)
7.Do you want someone dead?
Ans : yes
8.What does your last text message say?
Ans:burrow me can?-_- (qianwei)
9.What are you thinking of right now?
Ans:Dota and pig :)
10.Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Ans:yes
11.What time did you go to sleep last night?
Ans:4am
12.Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
Ans:singapore
13.Is someone on your mind right now?
Ans:yea
14.Who was the last person to text you?
Ans:QIanwei
15. TAG 10 PEOPLE TO DO THIS QUIZ:
Ans:1)Sam
2)qianwei
3)clara
4)Viking
5)boon kiat
6)Andy
7)Galvin
8)Desmond
9)peizhen
10)weijie
16. Who is 2 having relationship with? (Qianwei)
Ans:Howren LOL?
17. Is 3 a male or a female? (clara)
Ans:girl
18. If 7 & 10 get together will that be a good thing? (Galvin and Weijie)
Ans: ALthough they 2 boys , but they dota same proness, okok la :) pro couple ..
19. What is number 1 studying about?
Ans : wtf is this question
20. Is Number 4 single?
Ans: nope , he attached to me
21. Say something about Number 5. (boonkiat)
Ans: CUTE LOL? his sis is imba pretty de
22. What do you think about Number 3 & 6 being together?(clara and andy)
Ans:Cannot luh , andy onli loves netball and nerd girls ^^
23. Describe Number 9(peizhen)
Ans: Cute , short and Fierce
24. What will you do if Number 6 & 7 fight?(Galvin and andy)
Ans:Cannot be la , both at different worlds
25.Do u like number 8? (desmond)
Ans : Yea , his my bro :)

2009-04-04T11:20:00.000-07:00

Currently talking to pig now on phone :) , she monday gooo camp lerrrrr, wa lao , sibei sian neh :(:( gonna miss her loads and loads :) jus finish dotaing and talking to her , my multi task rocks now^^ , k ba i go talk to her le , Cherish the time now :)

2009-04-04T00:04:00.001-07:00

2009-04-03T05:00:00.000-07:00

HiHihi :) Today had a sleepy day lols , slept in class for the whole day le. :( too tired lerrrrrrrrrr . Assembly so stupid la , see mr tan make clay-- , went to 514 play basketball den go home le ... EAt dinner, now dotaing , And thinking of her ler :( i dunno wadddddd to doooooooo ler sian

2009-04-02T07:16:00.000-07:00

Dotaing now , no time le :( viking coming bak on saturday hehe ^^ now currently on fone wif germaine and clara :) k i go le

I am still in love wif u :(

2009-04-01T01:15:00.000-07:00

Hi i'm bak frm school :) was so sian , jus now play basketball wif my frens :) i love them bodoh, hehe, now going playing wif josh liao <3 dota dota wif him <3

2009-03-31T00:19:00.001-07:00

Not gonna post anything , i jus post 1 song lyrics of a nice song k !?!?!
一天过一天明天再见
这是你每次说的一直都没有改变
你的无奈我知道你的心已不在
放开这是最好的决定

你的爱已不在我为什么还在这发呆

我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因你狠心丢我在这里

一天过一天明天再见
这是你每次说的一直都没有改变
你的无奈我知道你的心已不在
放开这是最好的决定

你的爱已不在我为什么还在这发呆

我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因你狠心丢我在这里

我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你 (想着你)
不是我不放弃
是什么原因你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因你狠心丢我在这里
emoed almost everytime i hear this song :(

2009-03-30T03:13:00.000-07:00

Today had a slack Day :) pe = 40 min walk LOL walk in front gate, alot of things happened today in school dun wish to elaborate ba, anyway , our dota team eTL will be having a sponsor and a great player , Axel :) he has been my leader in devoted , great farmer, solo mid and catcher :) and he noes my mother and father well hehe, den we got our lanshop as our base le :) WCg in august , worked hard ok eTL??? :) i love u guys , u guys are even hotter den gals :) although u dun have 2 water ballons LOL

2009-03-29T03:26:00.000-07:00

Sunday today :D went to temple to pray for my grand ma ( mother's side ) went there , saw jeremy chew , long time no see him le :) den the temple the smoke make all of our eyes moist , we den walk walk , but in the whole process , my heart wasnt there, i was thinking of my team, i want to play , i want to win, when weijie called me and told me they won darole's team , i feel happy for them and yet sad for myself as i couldnt go and win with them and bring memories :) but nvm ba, there is always next time :) go cousin house , msn and chat on phone wif germaine , budden phone battery went flat >.> , played inhse , my tinker imba siol :)No power of love also can carry team HEHE . lolol ... ok ba i tink dats all ba, 2mr school le , can go school see her :) Takecare Cya:) and 1 more thing! Wondergirl rocks k? <3 Wondergirl > akb48 LOL =/ although akb48 mani chiobus but wondergirl still rock:P

2009-03-28T11:22:00.000-07:00

Woooo , i tink eTL has found a last to play , my heart is at ease le , :) . I love wondergirls la hor <3 NOBOdy ftw http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2zWrYtsGFY << Rocks

2009-03-28T09:32:00.000-07:00

Very sian la cb knn , dad dun let me go spring flash cause of qing ming jie , eh i very dulan about myself , i noe i made my teamate dulan too , aiya fuck la ccb knn ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzz ... Eh suck la , i think i quit competitive dota liao knn , i play online forever and b last , i dun even have mood for today when i watched movie also , confessions of a shopaholic .... Sibei dulan sia laocheebye. knn ...

2009-03-27T23:08:00.000-07:00

hihihihihihi :) stupid you xiang so idiot? nth to do ah .. yesterday talked wif pig until 3 am den i go slp le XD , i nvr play dota hor mai siao siaoooooooooooo , today wake up play dota , later cousin birthday le , and 2mr spring flash i dunno wan go anot haix :( i'm still loving her , i'm sry

2009-03-27T07:11:00.001-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GhpVeXrQ84o&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww%2Egameworkssg%2Ecom%2FForums%2Fshowthread%2Ephp%3Ft%3D370&feature=player_embedded << LOL JOKER LOLOLOLOL

2009-03-27T00:04:00.001-07:00

forgot 1 thing :D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ywu1DeqXTg4 << this one is imba de can? hehe

2009-03-26T23:52:00.000-07:00

Didnt blog yesterday , Was dotaing , won all matches again <3 href="http://www.dotasg.com/images/spring09_brackets.jpg">http://www.dotasg.com/images/spring09_brackets.jpg
cb. :(

2009-03-25T08:28:00.000-07:00

Woo , i just finish my dota :D i played 4 games nia , i really cant concentrate already , i already got problems in my relationship and i still play game? although de games all win and me and my eTL teamates did bonded well today , sry weijie , sam , viking ba , i really no mood liao le , i will try my best in every match k? i will train hard for my spring flash and try to forget all about her . believe me ok?i tried not neglecting her for dota b4 so is hard for me to concentrate now , not xi guan le and i seriously feel that my farming is getting slower le , i scared i burden , maybe i really fall in love wif a wrong gal ba, Angel told me b4 i shouldnt treat gals this nice b4 i dunno whether true anot , maybe is true ba , why gals have to be liddat?? i dun understand , they tot we boi are bad, they didnt noe we had feelings too? unity is strength and our strength is unity :D i love eTL :P Exceed the limits FTW,

2009-03-25T01:01:00.000-07:00

woke up at 6.20 am this morning :P recieved sms that edwin was sick then cant go school , when reach school , was very tired den go class slp awhile .

1st lesson was well being run , Walked wif gavin and mo shu , weixiang siao 1 , go run =.= . we walk halfway den we walk back liao lol.

2nd lesson was chinese , damn slack lo , kip talking dota to gavin :) and talk abbout love things wif weixiang :( Emoed when i talk to weixiang ..

3rd lesson was chemistry , was uber funny sia lololol , bakthi and louis dam funny ... super slack laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, jia wei vomit siol wtf sibei er xin de can.

after dat was recess den chemistry again-.- after that went for history class , was caught for my hair , smlj rite? so short catch wad wtf fuck mr siva la. den after history was cme , me and weixiang decided to find mr sim , we walk to staff room , go forth flour , den go sec 2 express dere , den go down to our class , put our report book , den follow weixiang go pang sai den go class again, but the whole walking the sec 2 express and forth block has a reason ^^ << SEE
NUT LOL. k sry weixiang , accident de la :)Cme watch break dancing leh :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dTW_3mGqcKo << cool eh!!!

Den after school , went canteen slack , while waiting for enghock for songhe, hehe , den go home wif sam and zhao jie , on bus i saw ben :) naval base de, but said hi onli , didnt talk . WAlked home, walk past 514 , saw my riverside frens <3 but didnt play basketball cause i noe cfm rain de so i quickly walked home , reached home , on zion garena and blog liao <3 now nothing to blog le, i go play dota le ba, i too nub liao T.T , and btw , I NEED A LOVE GURU FOR FUCK SAKE , PM ME IF CAN BE MY LOVE GURU CAN ????

2009-03-24T09:14:00.002-07:00

i create my blog le !! gonna post 2mr k? today too mani thing happen , lazy liao.. go le. thanks kimberly btw:D nites everyone :)